It's not original or thought provoking.
Sometimes we need to go thru the motions to get something done. The whole fake it til you make it routine.
Eventually, the obedience turns into a habit. And then the habit becomes part of you. Another facet of your personality.
So even if you don't feel like pursuing something, but you know deep down that this is your calling. Go for it, take a small step everyday towards the goal. And eventually, you will get there.